oh look. its janel's blog.
The Introduction - because apparently some thought i never updated this.
its us again
i changed the picture again.
i know it looks weird, but come on. its an amateur attempt. give some credit.
in this blog, i blog about my daily life, and certain rants on how little things irk and annoy me.
welcome, to janelleys-world.
well firstly i thought that i want to change my blog to livejournal [because some people are continually trying to convince me to change], but i changed my mind.
this blog lasted more than 200 entries, a proud record, i must say, at the rate of how people are always changing their blogs nowadays.
but i'm not known well enough, i dont even suscribe to nuffnang [i might someday. just not now.]
so yea. enjoy reading, whatever nonsensical things i write or say or blurt out. dont kill me with your sharp words on your own blogs if i write what i want
[its called a guilty conscience.].
i write what i want, and i'm not taking them off, from now on. unless its really stupid.
and if you're this extremely chinese twit wondering and trying to garner a lot of enemies against me due to my total hate for twits, then it wont work, unless you have my password.
which you dont have, so that's too bad for you.
(:
your life sucks.
pinchysweet@hotmail.com if you want to give me janelhatemail. dont destroy my tagboard.
love, janel.
ps: if you're putting an ad on my tagboard, click it
ONCE.
i'll check it out, dont worry. i have too much time on my hands anyway.
people love me.
Monday, March 24, 2008
moved.
but i'm not linking it.
go find it yourself.
bye.
over and out 1:47 AM
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
THOSAI DAY! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
over and out 10:00 AM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
i submitted my JAE form already.
i know, fast right?
but nevermind la heck.
1. applied drama and psychology - sp [ar-bu-DUH.]
2. human resource management and psychology - sp [my mummy told me hr a lot of money.]
3. tourism and resort management - np
4. tourism and resort management - sp
5. film sound and video - np
6. early childhood - np
7. business and social enterprise - np [SO I CAN SEE WEERS AND JANEY SEKARLY ALL SAME COURSE HAHAHA.]
from then onwards, its pure bullshizzle.
8. TPJC arts.
9. SAJC arts.
10. SRJC arts.
11. CJC arts.
12. MJC arts.
wont it be so exciting if i get accepted into the jcs, only to be rejected by me saying, "nope! NO THANK YOU."
wah wah wah. they NEED me :D
over and out 7:28 AM
HOKAY. i'm fine.
15 points for my jc route. that's.. average.
i'm still going poly though. 12. i might get into tourism HAHAHA.
but one thing i'm definitely not going to go into TP, NYP and RP. Nope.
i'm putting 4 choices in my 12 choices thing, and nothing else.
i cant choose anything i like at all!
over and out 2:56 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
are all guys working in NUM gay?
cannot be right?
should be only around 50% of them.
over and out 8:22 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
I JUST RECEIVED THE NEWPAPER WITH THE SP ISSUE!
YAY.
but then hor. i was reading the whole thing.
the intake for applied drama and psychology is 40 a year!
40!
FORTY.
and hr is 60 ONLY.
WHAT THE HECK.
and the only reason [yes, the ONLY] i want to go to SP is for those 2 courses.
AND if i cannot make it into either [choy.], then i have no idea where i can go already.
BECAUSE.
i hate tp.
i hate rp.
i hate nyp.
everyone from my school is planning to go to np so now i hate np.
and i have very few choices on what course i want to take in poly.
SO.
when i have to put down my 12 choices, i'll only put down max. 15.
rah kill me.
WHAT. DO. YOU. WANT. TO. DO. WITH. YOUR. LIFE. JANEL.
over and out 1:20 AM
I THINK NICK SHEN IS DAMN HOT LA.
over and out 12:46 AM
Friday, January 04, 2008
my brother has reached the 100th level of gay-dom.
1. he tried to model with me for the shop. [gay.]
2. he w[h]ore my diet pepsi vintage tee. [super gay.]
then he did something even i got shocked at.
3. he downloaded the song bu de bu ai and sang loudly and happily along to it.
that's already damn gay.
but the gayest part was when he sang, wait, attempted singing the lady's part.
if this is gay pride, then i dont know where in the world to run to already.
over and out 7:54 AM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
KOPED from nikki's lj!
SO so true.
10 signs you love someone haha.
TEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.
NINE:You smile when you hear their voice.
EIGHT:When you look at them, you can't seethe other people around you, you justsee him/her.
SIX:They're all you think about.
FIVE:You realize you're always smiling whenyou're looking at them.
FOUR:You would do anything for them, justto see them.
THREE:While reading this, there was oneperson on your mind this whole time.
TWO:You were so busy thinking about thatperson, you didnt notice number seven
was missing
ONE:You just scrolled up to check & arenow silently laughing at yourself.
okay. what the heck.
over and out 9:01 AM
my new year resolutions.
1. SAVE MONEY. i'm already working and ISTILLCANTSAVEMONEYYARRRR.
2. be more giving in my friendships.
3. keep writing in the notebook that i was given during my birthday.
4. be more dedicated in my future school [SPSPSPSPSPSP!]
5. be nicer to my family.
6. stop having moodswings before my period.
7. laugh more.
8. continue aspiring to be an air stewardess without having to wear a corset, instead of serving them whoppers.
the last one is SO TRUE LA.
i'm working at terminal 2 burger king every monday to thursday, and when i do cashiering, i keep seeing pretty SIA stewardess.
they're the best in the world and i cant see why.
BUT, i heard that these stewardesses [some] wear corsets that's why they have their figure.
and i'l be one soon!
not tiger airways, but SIA!
who wouldnt want to get paid to travel?
ANDDD, i talked to this leading air stewardess while serving her chicken tenders, and you have to be a minimum of 158! not 165cm!
YAY.
but apparently, i'm too ugly. even i know myself.
omg.
just look at me.
i wear specs.
i have elephant thighs.
i talk like a hokkien ah beng, not english teacher.
my pimples outnumber the hairs on my head.
okay. that was a joke.
SO.
9. LOSE WEIGHT. be a nice 47kg AGAIN.
i'm gaining weight! like tons.
yuck.
due to all the free lunches/dinners in bk, i'm getting fatter.
[i love the tendergrill omg.]
if i hit 50, i'm going to go to the gym.
and i hate the gym.
because you have to exercise there.
and i hate exercising, especially on smelly machines.
10. keep growing in the Lord.
END.
over and out 8:22 AM
i just talked to char about this whole church issue.
and i cried while talking to her.
i mean. thinking about everything again.
my possible decision to change church. my hesitation because i just cant let go of lync, no matter how much i want to.
the guilt of running away without telling anyone the reason.
except char.
i cried about the kylie-got-kicked-in-her-back accident.
i cried about tess. i dont know what she replied. i dont know.
i cried about my jealousy against her. why cant i ever be funny/kind/smart/clever/fun/loving/caring as her
i cried about not fitting into this whole thing.
i cried that i could tell someone about it. my cell leader.
char, i love you so much. thank you so much for the talk.
i'm at this point now on the road. the y-section.
one says st andrews.
one says join weers and limei at city harvest.
and i reached this place and i dont know what to choose.
city harvest is so good. i went to weers's cell that time.
the whole group was so friendly.
and i keep hearing weers tell me so much about it. all the things in there.
a total opposite of st andrews.
and there's st andrews.
i grew up there.
i knew God there.
i have lync. i used to love it so much i gave my all to the cell, to the group.
but then this happened.
where? where God? where do i go now?
where can i grow? where can i be a good christian?
you put me in st andrews.
but i'm like david from the christmas play.
i'm running away, from lync, because i cant see myself being part of lync anymore.
i used to go out with tess for lunch last time, because i feel so extra if i just went by myself.
and we would always stay together. close friends.
but now we're drifting.
and minghui. i feel like i'm drifting away from her too.
i know her so much, i love her so much, but my jealousy just puts me away.
i'm just crying now as i write this.
i hate myself for being so jealous. for not being a good friend. for moodswinging whenever i hear cutting remarks that i dont belong.
it justs further cuts the point that i'm not part of lync.
i keep praying. i keep praying that everything will just fall into place.
and i'll be waiting for your answer, God.
this entry is for you.
just help me Lord.
over and out 7:59 AM
